Day 8 of Vicki’s WC7 – Secrets…
Morning pages… letter to Nana (“email” is a four-letter word to Nana)… work on my noir escuro… and about an hour working on some notes for this year’s NaNoWriMo.
I was going to reveal another secret today, but as I mentioned earlier… I don’t have that many secrets… I have to pace them out. So today… a few words about secrets and power.
Humans need power… in some form… to some degree – some crave it to the point of bringing harm to others – we all need a little power. Women especially, because it was denied us for so long. But now… we know how to get power and we know how to keep it… unlike men, who only seem to piss it away. But that is a story for another day. We were talking about secrets and their need for power, weren’t we….
Secrets hold power… secrets are power. A secret will use its power to keep its owner from revealing it… because it knows that once the person reveals the secret… once the secret is brought out into the light of day… and seen for what it really is… the power of that secret is gone. The secret can no longer hurt the person or hold them down… hold them back… hold them under… hold them to another whose time has come and gone.
Secrets, like their human hosts, need power. Without power, a secret cannot survive. Not all secrets are meant to survive… some play their role and then exit stage left.
But some secrets… some secrets will do whatever they must to survive… to keep their power. They will, if necessary, turn their host into an addict… or worse…
And then, there are other secrets that were never meant to be revealed.
Fight the power.
Veronica Marie Lewis-Shaw
14 September 2013
(Writing under a large mushroom, somewhere in the Pacific Northwest)